Discouraged

Well, part of the reason for the Testosterone post below was that we are investigating getting some testosterone supplements for my partner.

He had an appointment with his doctor yesterday, and I have been kind of hyped for this weekend, in the hope that it would be the start of something good. But the doctor said that he needed to see his endocrinologist, who he can't see for several weeks.

And the Naked Date (with a semi-promise of some sex) was planned for last night and then deferred to tonight because he is too sick. And now this morning he has just told me how awful he feels and what a bad night he had sleep-wise. Which definitely means no sex.

Discouraged.

Fuck it!!!!!